"do you love me?’ i asked her. she smiled. ‘yes.’ ‘do you want me to be happy?’ as i asked her this i felt my heart beginning to race. ‘of course i do.’ ‘will you do something for me then?’ she looked away, sadness crossing her features. ‘i dont know if i can anymore.’ she said. ‘but if you could, would you?’ i cannot adequately describe the intensity of what i was feeling at that moment. love, anger, sadness, hope, and fear, whirling together sharpened by the nervousness i was feeling. jamie looked at me curiously any my breaths became shallower. suddenly i knew that id never felt as strongly for another person as i did at that moment. as i returned her gaze, this simple realization made me wish for the millionth time that i could make all this go away."

NIcholas Sparks (via black-wolves)